Sunday, November 14, 2010
I would say that yesterday was a rather normal day. Normal for the most part, yes..
My dad and I are still not talking. The situation with my grandmother is the same. I believe it's not wrong to dislike them since they make themselves appear unkind and cruel to me.
My dad recently installed some tracking program into the computer, I think he discovered that I used the internet a few days since my previous post. (Sorry about the vulgaritites, by the way..) So now it's back to square one: still no internet access.
Sigh. The only reason I have for why I'm still able to blog is because my dad doesn't check the laptop. I'll usually (as I'm doing now) close my bedroom door and use the laptop. Good thing I have a laptop with internet access.
Still no Sci-Fi Channel. I've been asking for it for an entire year. Big disappointment here.
I want to watch a Taylor Swift concert with my Best Friend but my mum won't allow it. It's not like the tickets are that expensive. Humph! It's Joshua's favourite singer's concert! My mum's being a bit of an asshole.
And anyway, she claims (as she always does) that she'll subscribe to the Sci-Fi channel for me. But nothing's happening (as usual..).
But one good thing has happened this week...
JOSHUA AND I ARE GOING TO BE IN THE SAME CLASS NEXT YEAR!!
YAY!!
It's a miracle! We both passed our exams! Miracles do come true.
Ming Jin is still mad about enlightenment and he told me some noble truths (or so he claims them to be). He said that life is full of suffering. After much questioning, he continued telling me that every part of life is suffering...
I don't think so. Not at all. I love my life. May be I'm an optimistic person.. But isn't being optimistic a good thing?? Even though I might not have everything I want in life, I have more than I should have. I'm really satisfied with everything. Everything in my life turned on fine in the end.
I have a best friend again. I won an award in a comic competition. I have a galaxy ful of caring and pleasant humans ans aliens. Everything is the way I want it to be. And I'm happy..
So what suffering is his talking about?? Well, he told me then that having goals and desires are that suffering. Why? I'm guessing I'll never know why he said that.
Since I'm naturally competative, I don't think it's wrong to desire or work towards a goal. Having a desire, ambition or goal is good in my opinion. It gives you a reason to keep on living, isn't it?? I mean, where's the suffering in that?
I wanna be a comic artist so I'm accomplishing my dream by taking part in comic competitions (and hopefully winning them) and later, publishing my own comic and may be even later, illustrating books or writing and illustrating my own. Where's the suffering in that? I find joy in art. Art is relaxing and gives one a feel of accomplishment each time you finish an artwork.. So where's the suffering?
Like I said I guess I'll never know.
My class will be going on a field trip next Tuesday.. It's to some sort of nature reserve. Christy and Prisheela have gone there for their class' field trip and from what I hear.. It's not fun. Lala (Prisheela) told me that the trail is very oddly built. And people have tripped and fallen..
Joshua is rather clumsy so I might bring additional plasters in case. Hmmm.. Hope he won't lose his footing there. I'm hoping for it to be a fun trip since this whole year had no field trips til now.
So it's 12.40am.. Wow. Guess I gotta go.
See ya next time, guys!
May the Force be with you!
P.S. I thought of something. It's like a slogan for my mini Sci-Fi Fan Club.
Survival ingredients: Food, Water, Oxygen, Sci-Fi!
Yea~
Thanks to all the blogs i referred to (countless) for html code help :) (esp. cyn' and sixseven)
Jasc's Paint Shop for supernatural abilities
Thankiee for an awesome year of fun and laughter!
