Thursday, October 21, 2010
I'm satisfied today. A week of exam is finally over!! One more week to go.. Gotta say focused!! Tomorrow's a friday but I've got no school cos the exam tomorrow for everyone is mother tongue. I don't learn mother tongue.
I'm yawning now. Cos it's 12 midnight. I'm planning to stay up late. For just a short while. I'm like elated that exams for 4 subjects (English, Maths, Chemistry and Social Studies) are over. Next week will have another 4.. (Physics, Geography, POA and Design and Technology). I'm kinda worried though. I know I have make a few mistakes that cost a lot of marks in each paper I've taken for the exams.. I sure hope I still can pass this and advance to Secondary 4 next year.
With my friends of course. I don't want "The SF Club Of Only Two People" to become "The SF Club Of Only One Person". I've been trying to get Christy to become a fan... and I can more or less conclude that it isn't working. Sigh... At least she read an X-Wing novel. At least.
And my search for more fans continue. As it always will. I just can't find any more. Is Joshua the only other fan in this universe?? I know there are a handful out there. It's just that they aren't in my country.. Sad, don't cha think?
I'm taking a 'One-Day Break' of revision.
And about the exam-crap. My school says that ya need to pass English and any 2 subjects to go to the same Secondary 4 class as your current classmates. I'm like praying for a miracle that Joshua will pass. Just good enough is fine with me. Just anything to be in the same class as me next year. Anything..!
I've had enough of being lonely! I know I has a lot of other friends around me. In school, neighbourhood, from primary school, etc.. But when I hang out with them. I cannot seem to connect with them. It's like we are okay with each other and hang out together but it's on the surface, if you know what I mean. It's like... Not being able to share your thoughts cos the other party might not understand or have no interest in listening. Everyone (except Joshua) that I know doesn't like or know Science Fiction stuff.
Those other friends don't go, "Yay! 9 hours and 42 minutes to V!!" or draw Star Trek doodles. They talk about normal stuff like that new shop down the road or homework. And that's that.
It's either I'm the alien here or... well.. Ya know what I mean. If only there were more fans closer to home. If only. Sigh.
Ya know about the problems people in my school are facing about the English exams. The teacher sets the paper too hard all the time, causing almost 5/6 of us to fail. Thankfully I passed almost all of the English tests so I believe I stand a high chance at passing this recent exam. But I can't say the same about Joshua.
It's just so unfair. People judge others based on intelligence level and crap, and not on their kindness level. Why?? Isn't doing good deeds and being honest and kind equally important?
Kind people on this world are hard to come by. Treasure each moment you spend with one!
Miracles do occur, or so my mum says. I sure hope she's right about that.
I think I'm going to practice manga drawing or read the Star Trek book I borrowed. Good nite everyone!
P.S. Today's episode of V was simple awesome!!! I waited two weeks for it and now that I've seen it... I super love it! Rocks the world, man! Now I can't wait for next thursday. 165 hours and 38 minutes more to the next episode of V!!!
Thanks to all the blogs i referred to (countless) for html code help :) (esp. cyn' and sixseven)
Jasc's Paint Shop for supernatural abilities
Thankiee for an awesome year of fun and laughter!
